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No one comes to the rescue of those with silent screams
The ones who try to do it all and prove their independence but when they fail they can't help but feel disheartened
Sometimes they blame others for not seeing their pain but it's so deep not even the apparent psychics can detect it 
The squeaky wheels and the ones who speak their mind get all the help love and attention but the silent screamer can only sit there and wait for the scraps 
The silence is deafening the tears want to come but they halt in front of others
Only thing the silent screamer can do is go into solitary there it will weep as long as it needs 
They will witness things that hurt them but will never admit that it does
Is it fear of social rejection, trauma or a neurological disorder
It can't tell and will never tell because it won't talk and nobody will listen 
Stunted height and stunted mental development. Excels in fields that not many want to tread
This silent screamer has so much pain and tries to hide it away afraid she will isolate her loved ones but she does that anyway 
Solitary laughs and crys her real emotions stay behind the door
Fearing even herself and her emotions and her sensitivity 
Seeing evidence of her emotional self mutilation and a ray of silent pain yet pine
The cobwebs in her youth she dusts vigorously though sometimes she misses a few
The recent turn of events had put new issues to light 
When an outspoken friends 
Tummy grew her heart slowly sank
3 months would have been between the infants but she's left with a missing line
Back to self damaging behaviours because of a void she never knew she had 
People pass on by and she feels like a fly on the wall
Though things are looking up silent screamer has her darker moments
Still she is controlling the things that derail her and is offering out a hand of help. Though careful that no self serving unempathic people minimise her pleas 
It's a long tough process and healing has started to begin
Hopefully in time this silent screamer will be soon to find her voice 
Silent scream
A deep depiction of my deepest thoughts. It feels good to get it out there to be honest
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  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: boing boing
  • Reading: facebook comments
  • Watching: soul eater
  • Eating: pancakes courtesy of my fiance
  • Drinking: cola
cant wait for my fiancé to come home from work. Ive had a few rough days but feeling way better, I have some ideas for Black Butler since I'll be cosplaying Grell this is Black Butler set in 2014

Kuroshitsuji (sequel idea)

Black Butler is set in 2014 where Sebastian and Grell recall the last 140 years with their two children Eugene and Angela. In the meantime they make several new friends including Actress Lisa Thompson so is engaged to her kind and enthusiastic fiancé.

Angela finds out from Grell Lisa’s troubles and dedicates a song to her after travelling to 2032 to perform a suet with someone from the future who seems to be personal to Lisa.

Eugene explains how he was scheduled to reap the soul of Elizabeth Phantomhive in her old age (in the 1950s) and is able to read her entire life’s memories including her marriage to Ciel, children and grandchildren, her great granddaughter be friends Eugene once she gets over the fact he had to take her soul

also I cant stop thinking of our future, being a mum in the future wont stop us cosplaying just will mean we will be clever with saving money :)
ps Ill so cosplay Grell while preggo along with
*tsuande
*possibly karin
*possibly Patty (Death-) Thompson
*would cosplay kureani but thats a little depressing

so thats my thoughts

my Sebas-chan by KatrinWinner
my Sebas-chan
my husband to be cosplaying Sebastian Michaelis
god I love him!
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  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: boing boing
  • Reading: facebook comments
  • Watching: soul eater
  • Eating: pancakes courtesy of my fiance
  • Drinking: cola
cant wait for my fiancé to come home from work. Ive had a few rough days but feeling way better, I have some ideas for Black Butler since I'll be cosplaying Grell this is Black Butler set in 2014

Kuroshitsuji (sequel idea)

Black Butler is set in 2014 where Sebastian and Grell recall the last 140 years with their two children Eugene and Angela. In the meantime they make several new friends including Actress Lisa Thompson so is engaged to her kind and enthusiastic fiancé.

Angela finds out from Grell Lisa’s troubles and dedicates a song to her after travelling to 2032 to perform a suet with someone from the future who seems to be personal to Lisa.

Eugene explains how he was scheduled to reap the soul of Elizabeth Phantomhive in her old age (in the 1950s) and is able to read her entire life’s memories including her marriage to Ciel, children and grandchildren, her great granddaughter be friends Eugene once she gets over the fact he had to take her soul

also I cant stop thinking of our future, being a mum in the future wont stop us cosplaying just will mean we will be clever with saving money :)
ps Ill so cosplay Grell while preggo along with
*tsuande
*possibly karin
*possibly Patty (Death-) Thompson
*would cosplay kureani but thats a little depressing

so thats my thoughts

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Suria cosplay here you go!

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YuYuAmie Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
whenever I get my gimp back up, is it okay if I draw Suria? :3 
If you want I can do Suria and Kiba for you and Nikola too. :la:
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KatrinWinner Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
Please do that will be amazing
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YuYuAmie Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I would love to! But it may be a while because I need to get a mouse for my laptop. >w<
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Madam--Kitty Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

Hi. wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01? anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…

P.S. The group is about politics in case you were wondering.

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dsrice Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014
Happy Birthday.
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KatrinWinner Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you
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CobaKuhn Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014
Hey, I was going to use one of your pictures as a base for a drawing, but thought I would ask your content first, is this ok?
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KatrinWinner Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Professional General Artist
wow thats great to hear, please link me when you are done and credit me
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CobaKuhn Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014
consent*
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Lona818 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! thanks for the watch! :hug:
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